loved.  happy.  greatful.

oh can someone please.. fix.. fix.. this stupid ass xanga.. page.. its all messed up..

why the hell is my font size so large? but when i post its so small? anyway i hope yall aint forget about yall gurl and all.. i wasnt gonna anounce this and all but guess what.. im coming HOME.. HOME SWEET HOME.. yay me.. ill be home friday nite on the 17th so gimme a ring swing by or watever.. ill prolly be home for a good weekend.. and take off again monday afternoon or so.. so yes.. holla at that.. anyway i miss yall foreal.. down here aint the same.. lingo aint the same.. hanging out with da peeps down here aint the same.. but its still all good.. mama dukes got a house and itll be done by october the 15th sooooo to make a long story short.. holla wenever you want.. you noe trish.. trish loves visitors..  the only person i got to talk to lately was jessimika and im happy bout that but i mean damn.. where are all my other homegurls out.. ahem ahem JAMIE "cool bean"// "homie" where are you? hope everything is going well.. my best friends the twins.. be easy i miss yall and love you to death.. damn theres a lot of change thats been going around.. but i guess.. change is for the better.. although.. im happy to see that peeps are doing their thang.. *yay*  but yea foreal tho.. i wish i never left.. shoulda stayed my ass over there.. i had so much going and shat.. not saying i dont have anything good going down here.. im happy and content with where i am at.. jus a lil home sick.. so there.. i updated.. i dont noe when the last time i updated.. but holla back..

oh and how bout.. the weather down here is sick!! lol and chuck town nikkuhs say boa instead of boy.. how cool is that?!? anyway.. here 8438637206.. dont ever say i never gave anyone a way to reach or contact me.. thats my dorm.. if i dont answer.. holla at the cell.. if you dont noe.. oops.. lol..

be easy while ill be easy down souf!!

[typing this in the airplane]okay so its the end of my summer and alot has happened... my trips to SC and CALI and back to SC... the day has come and this is wat i have to say... i wanna say thankyou to all...espcially mtv and jamie... and charis for taking me to the airport!!!... for the past week plus i left the house with jamie or to meet up with her... it was great not to mention... mayn its been a weird but exciting summer.. considering the fact that i reunited with an old friend... and then we are cool again... only thing i despise you of is that your moving up the street from me and now that is happening instead of me being down the street im down south so i didnt spend as much time as i wanted with family... always out and about which is odd... and then not really getting in trouble as i thought i would
until the last couple of days wen my father started to realize how much i was out and the times ive been out!! mayn it was great... tired of driving... driving everywhere... and still i didnt get to see those who i wanted to see... sorry kuya... sorry aj... sorry jess- jess
ill come back for you!! i miss you ever since i left for cali... i consider you my homegurl aswell so always know that im here!! ABORT ABORT ABORT!! holla at me otayyyyyyy!! dont forget about me!! sorry to all the others i may forgot!! anne lets keep in touch k!!  jus remember it doesnt mean that i forgot about you k!!jon and mark imma miss yall two... ehh... blown i aint say by to johann my lifesaver... although i dont talk to you often or see you all the time... i noe your a great guy... i mean your best friends with anne... which shows alot and you help me and do me favors wen i need it!! thanks

[typing in the hotel]

monica and veronica remember i love yall deeply.. yall my homegurls and yall always will be MTV WAT!!
mayn rockville roadtrip was fun... cp roadtrip was fun for that good 10-15 mins... jamie your the best
ill remember everything we did cause it was jus so coolio... every night out and about till like 12 or 1 or
soo... jus plan old hanging out!!... colateral with the stupid fox... my special mark walk... our nick names
looooooooooooooooooweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! lol... straight road trips... i think we lived on the road
... lol wat else... so many memories of that night... what night? lol i dont rememeber any night? lol i love
you too badunkdunk - pimp!! charis thanks for coming to the airport with me and im sorry i got emotional
lol thanks for helping me packing untill 4 something in the morning!! your the best... from k grad till now
dont let it change... lets make it 18 years that we noe each other!! ryan- dude i dont noe why we got close
at this time of the year... out of all the times of the year... especially this year... so now the tables have
turned... im in the dirty south and your back up there... make sure you noe who i am wen i come by for surprise
visit... no more visiting the CW guys... thanks for that night it was GREAT!! so i guess the next time im there
your gonna be the coolio neighbor aye? lol your the bestestestestest!!

the last night i was there i had dinner with someone... and not untill that day did i realize how much i was
gonna miss you and all my other friends... i mean threw out the week and course of day i was so upset and i wantedto play it off... i told everyone i was gonna miss em... but not untill last night i realized wat was up... imma miss you alot!! keep in mind who i am okay!! dont forget me!! thanks for the dinner it was the best!! "CHICKENN PAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSTAHHHHHHHHHHHH" "desert?" lmao...

oh gad!! i dont noe about this xanga stuff anymore.. i dont even remember wat to say.. lets see im in cali.. yay me!! my godfather is pimped out he got a bmw with 20 inch rims.. lets see.. bmws dont have 20 inch rims.. why? because they only make rim up to 18 inch janks.. therefore wat did he do.. he got them janks custom made!! bwahaha tight yes i noe.. lets see the only highlights i got for august is ahhhhh my homegurls dinner.. a party with kuya.. babygurls baptism.. WHOS NINANG.. I AM.. thas right.. and ahh me leaving on the 12th.. thats right the 12th so remember that date!! anyway.. mayn i went on a couple shopping sprees.. its so gangsta.. my gad.. i wanna go on another one before i leave!! anyway.. i went to the beach yesturday and i went to the beach on m onday i think.. on sunday the first day i was here.. shopping spree.. THANKS G!!! and then i hopped in the hot tub before bed.. how gangsta?!? my gosh and their eating places my gosh!! can md/va/dc TRI STATE AREA have wat cali has.. freaking.. wasbi sabi and shabu shabu its oh the chain mayn!! ahhhhhhhh anyway.. heres a convo of me and KUYA RYAN its REAL INTERESTING ON WHY GUYS SUCK!!

 AhHmYaZz:  as far as i know
 AhHmYaZz:  i hate yall boys
 AhHmYaZz:  =D
 sweetsim plepnoy:  sheyt.. u think yall girls are all that? puh-lease
 AhHmYaZz:  no i hate yall boys
 sweetsim plepnoy:  hehe
 AhHmYaZz:  yea thats right
 AhHmYaZz:  you noe im right cause u see you dont have no come back
 AhHmYaZz:  bwahaha
 sweetsim plepnoy:  whatever.. yall come with drama
 AhHmYaZz:  PSHHH
 AhHmYaZz:  and who causes the drama
 AhHmYaZz:  OH!
 sweetsim plepnoy:  cuz yall jus cant drop it.. yall gotta go tell ur girls "oOoh u kno what he did?"
 sweetsim plepnoy:  then it gets all blown out of proportion
 sweetsim plepnoy:  whats that i hear? silence?
 AhHmYaZz:  no
 
 AhHmYaZz:  hahaha
 AhHmYaZz:  but who causes that guess what he did 
 AhHmYaZz:  see if yall never did anything it wouldnt start like that
 AhHmYaZz:  haha 
 sweetsim plepnoy:  like its OUR fault~!
 sweetsim plepnoy:  oh u suck
 sweetsim plepnoy:  YOU SUCK TRICIA!
 sweetsim plepnoy:  besides.. yall too daggone emotional... suck it up~!!
 sweetsim plepnoy:  then MAYBE we wouldnt have done "oOoh you know what he did?"
 AhHmYaZz:  i suck?
 AhHmYaZz:  NAY!
 AhHmYaZz:  haha
 AhHmYaZz:  some of yall guys dont think before acting tho!!
 AhHmYaZz:  so HAR HAR!
 AhHmYaZz:  =)
 sweetsim plepnoy:  sheyt.. who said we're supposed to think?
 sweetsim plepnoy:  we just do!
 sweetsim plepnoy:  what about all them females who DONT think and go around creepin?? huh huh?
 sweetsim plepnoy:  like thats OUR fault
 AhHmYaZz:  hahaha
 AhHmYaZz:  yall guys started creeping first
 AhHmYaZz:  so there fore
 AhHmYaZz:  dont think that guys can only do it haha